there are several reasons for my acute peevishness today. i don’t actually have the authority to rant about this since i can’t say i wasn’t at fault. afterall i’m certain i am expendible in the eyes of the school administration, if not marginally a student of minimal importance. hmph. well actually, that’s all the more why i should continue to utilize this channel where restrictions on freedom of expression are clearly not problems.
i am pissed. in fact i’m so pissed i wouldn’t know who to start with if i’ve got a gun. i’m not pissed at anyone in particular, but i’m not pissed with myself too. it’s like a feeling of the amalgamation of complex emotions. a sticky substance which latches on to some part of the brain with a degree of possibility that it might just precipitate from the mind as a lump of green jelly. what’s more, it wobbles in its partially coagulated state each time you move. even when your heart beats. in some way it’s irritating how i can’t seem to urinate/defecate/sneeze/spit it out. haunts you like the embarrassment you would get from having to eat peanuts naked in a glass tank while being aired on CNN.
my experience was somewhat similar to the experience of Jack (the Ripper). one day, Jack decided to draw on his textbook, forgetting that it was in fact a property of the school. coincidentally, the teacher walked by and saw it. then he subconsciously attempted to save his arse by saying he didn’t do it, unaware that he was still holding on to the colour pencil. in a later part of the day, he received his test results. it wasn’t that bad at all, but Jack was in no mood to tolerate a ‘very disappointing’ comment. being Jack, Jack instinctively reached for his scythe. but poor jack did not realize that he left it at home. and so he left the happy town of Yoyo County, saturated with the urge to destroy.
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moving on, i’ve realized that i’m extremely inefficient when it comes to doing work on the computer. not only do i take an extremely long time to finish a simple task, i get distracted by the simplest things such as minesweeper and refreshing webpages in hope that it will be updated before my very eyes.
later,
jeff
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